I reached home as usual. I didn’t told my mom that I went to see doctor just now. Means everything must do it secretly and privacy. I followed every step what the nurse told me and I had done everything all in plan until the final step.
My mom she was in the toilet. I must take the medicine before she came out. There are 2 types of capsules. The blue color in case and the other in individual packing. Which one should I eat? Mom will coming out soon! I was panic. Arr, this one lar! Tear off the wrap and shallow the big white damn pill. Very soon, heard the splash sound and mom came out without notice anything. Fuuu!!. Escape and save. NOT yet. The nightmare was just begin!
While I pack everything in the safety place, I read every label on the packing again to make sure I’m not token the wrong pills.
“The blue pill - take 1 pill, twice a day after meal”, I whispered in my heart. Then I took the next packet that I eat just now.
“Use it every night. Use?.” I wondered and continued read on “POISON-Not To Be Taken Orally”. I gazed at the words in disbelief.
WHAT? To make sure is not right. I read all again. Shit! It is the pill I eat just now ler! SHIT! WTF! The pill I eat got poison? ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!! I will die this time!!!! I felt my heart beat even faster. I felt heat inside my stomach. I felt uncomfortable. I will die this time. Thought I’m safe in Heaven but now I’m going to Hell very soon, darn! I will die!
Called up some buddy. Seeking for help. Some of them advised me drinks a lot of water, drink milk or puked out. I’ve done everything what they teaches me but I’m still worried. Worried than before. Worried that I’m going to Hell. I decided not to do anything but went to bed earlier. This is my character. The ostrich character again. I couldn’t sleep, but kept tossing and turning in bed all night. Waiting the GOD to decide, I’m going to stay or leave!
25th Nov 2009, Wed, Chilly night - Is the longest and coolest night I ever faced. Luckily, I’m still alive and well today. Thank you to whom who had taking part during my tough times. No matter what role you playing, you appearance make my life even brighter and meaningful. Guys, you are the best. Muack!
YukingCheang quote: Appreciate everyone around us. Give then a gigantic hug as a symbol of loving, caring or thankful.
