little gift ; big heart

a giant christmas sock hang just right TOP of my head

really big suprise. Thx for DSC's committee.

Do all the deco after all we go home :)

Decoration along the aisle


Christmas Eve party @ office. We had this almost every year.
Lucky draw?
hmmm.....
i wish i get 1 32"LED TV
or SLR,
or DVD (home one rosak dy)
tq tq tq
xoxoxo

R for Rachel

M for Meg

白天不懂夜的黑

Do you remember when you last time cried? hmmm... me a couples weeks ago. Women have more permission to cry but men are restricted from revealing their emotions. For some particularly men they think cry as a sign of weakness. Experts say, crying may have a biochemical purpose. It's believed to release stress hormones or toxins from the body. So I wish if you are human being and you're not stone hearted, you are welcome to cries.... I think it's OK for men to cry.

Crying may seem obvious and straightforward: You're happy or sad. And for sure, you are SAD that night! I can 'see' your sadness from your eyes and your frustrated through the conversations but I can't 'feel' your sadness that dives deep inside your heart. Suddenly your tears fall down (from your left eyes.) And your cheeks get wet. I get shocked to see you cried. I shouts to you "hey, wassup?" and i pushed your arm say "dun liked that lar.." I really dun know what to say that moment. And your tears kept falling.

Then I patting your back, try to make you stop crying. "when I'm crying, you patting my back and is my turn now to do so..hehe,heee..ee.." I try to say something that can make him laugh maybe only for a second or do something that make him feel better. But things dosen't worked out.

This is my first time I saw him cried! The feeling is not that good at all. I means seeing your freinds cried and we can't do anything and just sit beside them, are bad feeling. Suddenly my heart played about this song. The song really can tell his feeling that night......

你永远不懂我伤悲 (You will never understand my sadness)
像白天不懂夜的黑 (Just like the day will not understand the darkness of the night)
像永恒燃烧的太阳 (Like the eternal burning sun)
不懂那月亮的盈缺 (Will not understand the changes of the moon)

你永远不懂我伤悲 (You will never understand my sadness)
像白天不懂夜的黑 (Just like the day will not understand the darkness of the night)
不懂那星星为何会坠跌 (Don’t understand why the stars fell)

I am so sympathy about your feeling. Forgive me not understand you!

..is your day

This is your day.

May your dreams fulfilled,

May your happiness grow,

May your success make us proud.

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May You Happy Always.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

hEr Big dAy......

you found the key & I found YOU

Jack first told he wanted to keep the relationship on the down low. When Jane agreed the terms, she could totally know that she goin to miss out on all the little ways what a normal couples would do liked holding hands, hugging or they might not shown out in the public.

People sometimes say love can overcome anything, but it doesn’t always. It becomes especially hard when jealousy and envy fully occupied our mind and our thinking! Comparison was always a huge problem for Jane. Sometimes she forgot about her role in this relationship, hence many unnecessary arguments, which seemed to happen frequently. Is that means she have no right to choose what she want and need?
She can’t imagine her friends could except her situation after they know about her secret relationship moreover her family.

"You may feel uncomfortable right away and give yourself time to adjust. I’ll let you deal with it in your own way." said Jane in worried.

"And start judged me all over again as I can be your forever friend. When you’re ready to accept me as your new friend, give me a chance to invite you to my new happiness path. We walk together and don’t leave me behind anymore. I need your lights to lead me to the right path.” wished Jane.

"you found my key and i had found you"

The Keng Revolution

at home
mom used to called me 琼
hmm..sis called me 琼too
grandpa called me 琼琼,
uncle called me Ah Moi and
aunty called me Ah 琼

at school,
guru called me Cheang Yoke Keng'
friends called me Yoke Keng, Ah Keng, Keng Keng,
Keng and Keng Keng jie jie and
some babe called me 'sei lo keng' .

at work :-
gary called me yuki,
helen called me Ah Yuk
joseph called me 'chen' and
some give face called me 'Yuki jie'

Just called yuki or keng however you liked - but i'll forever miss The Keng Revolution since 1977 as it my greatest time.

My Family's Tree

I'm Still Alive - Part 2

I reached home as usual. I didn’t told my mom that I went to see doctor just now. Means everything must do it secretly and privacy. I followed every step what the nurse told me and I had done everything all in plan until the final step.

My mom she was in the toilet. I must take the medicine before she came out. There are 2 types of capsules. The blue color in case and the other in individual packing. Which one should I eat? Mom will coming out soon! I was panic. Arr, this one lar! Tear off the wrap and shallow the big white damn pill. Very soon, heard the splash sound and mom came out without notice anything. Fuuu!!. Escape and save. NOT yet. The nightmare was just begin!

While I pack everything in the safety place, I read every label on the packing again to make sure I’m not token the wrong pills.

“The blue pill - take 1 pill, twice a day after meal”, I whispered in my heart. Then I took the next packet that I eat just now.

“Use it every night. Use?.” I wondered and continued read on “POISON-Not To Be Taken Orally”. I gazed at the words in disbelief.

WHAT? To make sure is not right. I read all again. Shit! It is the pill I eat just now ler! SHIT! WTF! The pill I eat got poison? ARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!! I will die this time!!!! I felt my heart beat even faster. I felt heat inside my stomach. I felt uncomfortable. I will die this time. Thought I’m safe in Heaven but now I’m going to Hell very soon, darn! I will die!

Called up some buddy. Seeking for help. Some of them advised me drinks a lot of water, drink milk or puked out. I’ve done everything what they teaches me but I’m still worried. Worried than before. Worried that I’m going to Hell. I decided not to do anything but went to bed earlier. This is my character. The ostrich character again. I couldn’t sleep, but kept tossing and turning in bed all night. Waiting the GOD to decide, I’m going to stay or leave!

25th Nov 2009, Wed, Chilly night - Is the longest and coolest night I ever faced. Luckily, I’m still alive and well today. Thank you to whom who had taking part during my tough times. No matter what role you playing, you appearance make my life even brighter and meaningful. Guys, you are the best. Muack!

YukingCheang quote: Appreciate everyone around us. Give then a gigantic hug as a symbol of loving, caring or thankful.

I'm still alive - Part 1

OMG!
what's happen on me?
this fucker diseases make me worried about 3 weeks (ermm, maybe not that long)
it fell itchy (liked hell), pain when walk and sit ,
sometimes an unpleseant fishy smell, yuck!
im worried what is happening on me?
i don't want to see doctor, im afarid that he told me that this it serious!
i don't want! Yes, im ostrich, you can say so.
i went to pharmacy to buy some medicine. Hope the stuffs will help. shit.
NOT at all!!

i called one of my girlfriend (not girl aunty lioa)
i told her my situation from A to Z.
she told me not to worried so much..is a commom diseases for every woman .but for safety better visit doctor as soon as possible before it spread to others parts.

im worried. im cried.
she sense it. she knew it.
your accompany make me less worried. Thanks Angie!
opss not forget Lee Yen too!
her dirty talks release all my unnecessary and stupid worried.
the clinic full of laughter...our laughter!
Thanks guys!!

I left the clinic with a pack of medicine and of couse i had nothing! YES! YESS! YESSSS!

Gathering

Another weekend spend with my friends. Karaoke and movie. As usual going out early and home late. Like working hours 9.00am to 6.00pm. Sometime we need OT till 10.00pm.

August Gather Part II

We meet up by 8.30am in BB Restaurant at Taman Connaught for breakfast.

Then watch movie Up at Mid Valley ~12pm.

After movie everyone felt hungary. And we went for lunch at the Chili’s.

Cheers. Friendship forever.

Haha! Dinner lu..! Fast ler.

He is our VIP guest – Liam.

Happy Birthday - Lyssa

Congratulation

on

your

30's

Birthday!

22 August 2009, 8.30pm at Carat Club Pavilion

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Gathering

Planning our gathering for the next month. 29th August is the final date. Meanwhile we can celeb Mederka! Now we are deciding where to go. Hmm….I wish to Pulau Ketam prefer than shopping. But Mei and Lcly are not in interested. And now we’re waiting for Ann and Wai Peng answer, then only we decide where to go. Megan she say she’ll follow majority as long as we can spend time together. Yes, I agree! Did you know, I really loved eat seafood especilly crab.

FRIENDS and FRIENDSHIP

It is my belief that having and being a good friend is very important in life. Most challenges and stressful situations can be overcome if someone is there to compliment you, help you to get up, listen and assure you that you are not going crazy. Their words and actions can help you to feel worthwhile as a human being.
Some people passed by in our life, for a short moment yet can leave a deep memory in our life. Their face, their voice maybe faded from our mind but their name always stays in our heart forever. Bernard, I always remember you!
My first day at school. All I had remembered was only you, who cried terrible in the class. My mom told me that I am not crying at all. I am a good girl. Yenny, lucky your daughter was stronger than you.
We are not from a same school or same activities. However, we will met every twice a week for 2 hours only for one purpose. A small room yet can sit about 20 monkeys inside. Everytime we need to climb to third floor and ask the 哥哥 open the door for us. Take off our shoes and cannot find it after. Travel together with other monkeys and our ’Sir’. This is our tuition moment where our friendship was built. ~ Angie, Josephine, Megan, Shirley and Lee Yen. (Angie’s husband, Shirley and I are born in a same birth date. This is FATE)
This friendship isn’t easily described. At first, we do not like each other’s. I think they are naughty and always make noise in the class. So the same they think of me. But don’t know when and what is happen, we became in a gang. A happy gang. We go out for movies, hanging out, karaoke. Go for breakfast before the school bell rang, make noise liked hell in the class. We are so enjoyable during year at school. But after graduation left 3 of us only. Elisa and Bee Fong, they are my best companion, always.
My last badge friendship. Lyssa was the first. She is unique among my other friends. Her attitudes admire me. She owns a character that no one have and therefore she attract a lots of friends. People who liked her will loved to be with her but who do not, will jealous of her. Henry the second friendship. He is a funny person to be around. He is good at accurately judging in different situations and therefore I always seek advises from him. William C. ~He is my ‘human dictionary’. Even the oxford was not as good as him. He so compassionate and willing to do whatever is necessary to help others. Tea ping (tea ice)….what he usually order during lunch. (Henry and William, both are computer genius) Paul Lee ~ Another funny guys to hang out. Beware, when he fetch you home especially at night, he might over took the junction or miss the turning to enter your home. Every time I need to guide him, when to turn and which junction to enter and yet he already been here for many times. This what we Chinese say “chicken eyes”.
Recently I realize, I met her almost for 10 years. Thanks for reminded me. She was independent and courageous than everyone who is same age with her. Her sweat voice was suitable as an operator! Haha. Rachel, what do you think? When facing difficult situation, she never shows her shit face to others hence do it with pleasure. A very good character for me to study.
What I can say? I have a bunch of friends who had with me for more than 10 years. Your appearance makes my life full of entertaining and enriched my live, make me feel loved, accepted and respected. Probably too many to list, and the list grow daily.

FRIENSDHIP FOREVER!