I am not there.

100 post

I've been blogging for over a year ++ and
well i have just recently hit my 100th post.

congratulation!














i can't belive myself that im still blogging until today.
i know my character . im a person who easy to get things bored and always need something new to attract my attention.
i remembered my early post "Astrology Aries'. They say the same things too.
and i wish i could hit the next 200 or 300 or 400 or more posts.

The biggest benefit of blogging is that you'll have plenty of time to study and research the topics you'll write.
When you're writing, you are dumping out ideas from your brain and allow your brain to relax and express your thoughts here.
Since im a blogger, i reads more than before. I can't say im good enuf but i can feel the lil changes and improvement.

happy blogging!

i looked grey

NYR 2010

Here goes my.......New Year Resolution, 2010......

1) - Save money

2) - Eat healthty and drinks more more more of water

3) - Gain weight (now 42kgs..target 45kgs-47kgs...ok mo?)

4) - Read more books (magazine not include (damm)..ok..ok..)

5) - Spend more time with mom. Listen and understand her need

6) - Appreciate and love everyone around

7) - Exercise often

8) - Meet more friends (my network chain is weak..shame)

9) - Use my brain more than my intuition

10) - Control my bad temper/bad habit and my extreme transform

Will you marry ME?

Suddenly the ‘marriage’ thinking cross in my mind. I want to marry! But, with who? Anyone I do. As long as he got all my requirement. I’m thinking for awhile and start list down my Mr. Right requirement. Is so easy and quick to list to no’s 5. And I think is fun. But I dropped my pen at no’s 6. I found is quite difficult. Difficult is; it not fun at all. You have to very serious looking into a very serious matter, MARRIAGE. Marriage is not playing quiz games. Simply pick your answers or say YES.
There are lot commitments to make between the couples after marriage. Commit each other happiness. Take care of each other’s. Regardless of life’s ups and downs. If either of you failed to do so, the marriage is over. These are only a few parts or beginning statements I make for him. But how about his statements for me? Can he or I commit with this?

Dreaming and reality are different. We dreamed for fun and fulfilled our unhappiness. Reality is cruel. We need to accept, to learn and to practice. Conversely, they are related. When we are ‘down’, we start dreaming. Always remember to appreciate each other. Always be open to sharing yourself. Always be there for each other.

STOP DREAMING AND GO BACK TO YOUR WORK NOW!

THE POWER KEY OF SECRETS

Hearts are created as safes for keeping secrets. Intelligence is their lock; will-power is their key. No one can break into the safe and steal its valuables if the key or lock is not faulty. I have a secret, which I keep in my safe for almost a decade.
This is not a silly secret. I have to promise not to tell anyone. Promising to keep the secret. I clearly understand that keep a secret is vital and is the same as guarding one’s chastity. Once I broke my promise and the secrets spread, the resulting let down can wreck my reputation as well as my honor. People who know me will also not to trust me with what I had promise. Hence, I won’t get respect. It’s tempting not to tell secrets or easy make promise.
Yes, I truly understand. But this really causing me uneasiness. Sometimes I wonder, ‘chaste’ and ‘happiness’ which is more important to me? You know what? Keep secrets is hard but tell the secrets need more powerful. I’m lack of this lesson.
Remembered I cried. My head just seems to be going in circles and all I can pictures are worst-case scenarios. I really want to tell you after I know you are reading my article. I assumed you asked me and I’m ready for the questioning. My hearts start to beat a little faster, my body tense up. But you never asked. I did not felt any bad feeling yet my feeling was liked escaping from a dangerous place. Sooner my power to tell vanished into the air.
I still keep the secrets today, not I care about my chaste and happiness is not important to me. I only need times to build up more power when open the safe. I believe my intuition; my power key will come back to me some day and I will open the safe myself using my both hands. I promised. (Oooppss, again).

Impressive or Unimpressive

How do people look at you? How do people rate you? What happens when someone you think things to you better acts differently than you think they should have? Some don’t care what others think about them. But some do care a lot. I should say, I am both of them.

Many should say, why do you do it to impress someone? There are times when impressing will help you better in your workplace or in the party. These are the guys, people envy. Everyone wants to create an impression somewhere or others. Some may not agree but is playing an important role in climbing to some one’s heart.

That’s the reason, maybe finding a loved one is almost very difficult. The people we met on every day, never get impressed with our looks. Maybe if you dressed like a cinderella, they will only notice you but never do they get impressed. On the other ways say, the amount of time you spend with someone and frequency of meeting them plays a real success role in creating an impression.

Things I thought would work out and thought people would understand me, like the ‘be myself way’. But I guess, getting to know things on me, which not as per your expectation is quite a shock feeling.