Hearts are created as safes for keeping secrets. Intelligence is their lock; will-power is their key. No one can break into the safe and steal its valuables if the key or lock is not faulty. I have a secret, which I keep in my safe for almost a decade.
This is not a silly secret. I have to promise not to tell anyone. Promising to keep the secret. I clearly understand that keep a secret is vital and is the same as guarding one’s chastity. Once I broke my promise and the secrets spread, the resulting let down can wreck my reputation as well as my honor. People who know me will also not to trust me with what I had promise. Hence, I won’t get respect. It’s tempting not to tell secrets or easy make promise.
Yes, I truly understand. But this really causing me uneasiness. Sometimes I wonder, ‘chaste’ and ‘happiness’ which is more important to me? You know what? Keep secrets is hard but tell the secrets need more powerful. I’m lack of this lesson.
Remembered I cried. My head just seems to be going in circles and all I can pictures are worst-case scenarios. I really want to tell you after I know you are reading my article. I assumed you asked me and I’m ready for the questioning. My hearts start to beat a little faster, my body tense up. But you never asked. I did not felt any bad feeling yet my feeling was liked escaping from a dangerous place. Sooner my power to tell vanished into the air.
I still keep the secrets today, not I care about my chaste and happiness is not important to me. I only need times to build up more power when open the safe. I believe my intuition; my power key will come back to me some day and I will open the safe myself using my both hands. I promised. (Oooppss, again).
This is not a silly secret. I have to promise not to tell anyone. Promising to keep the secret. I clearly understand that keep a secret is vital and is the same as guarding one’s chastity. Once I broke my promise and the secrets spread, the resulting let down can wreck my reputation as well as my honor. People who know me will also not to trust me with what I had promise. Hence, I won’t get respect. It’s tempting not to tell secrets or easy make promise.
Yes, I truly understand. But this really causing me uneasiness. Sometimes I wonder, ‘chaste’ and ‘happiness’ which is more important to me? You know what? Keep secrets is hard but tell the secrets need more powerful. I’m lack of this lesson.
Remembered I cried. My head just seems to be going in circles and all I can pictures are worst-case scenarios. I really want to tell you after I know you are reading my article. I assumed you asked me and I’m ready for the questioning. My hearts start to beat a little faster, my body tense up. But you never asked. I did not felt any bad feeling yet my feeling was liked escaping from a dangerous place. Sooner my power to tell vanished into the air.
I still keep the secrets today, not I care about my chaste and happiness is not important to me. I only need times to build up more power when open the safe. I believe my intuition; my power key will come back to me some day and I will open the safe myself using my both hands. I promised. (Oooppss, again).
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